What If…
What if she let it all go
What if she put everything into making everyday like the perfect day she dreams about
What if she was unequivocally in tune with her body
What if all the stress just melted away
What if she started to feel again
What if she let herself feel again
What if, instead of stopping at no, another question was asked
What if there was no ego
What if she let her guard down
What if she didn't lean on everyone else to feel loved, would she find love within
What if she did not place any limits on her potential
What if it all worked out
What if everything really was always working out for her
What if instead of noticing the resistance and feeling defeated, she surrendered and moved through it
What if she could find that release, that euphoria of a deep cleansing exhale
What if it lasted forever
What if the goal was play and not perfection
What if she only focused on the controllables and stopped trying to orchestrate what she had no control over after all
What if she woke up everyday inspired by the sunlight peeking through the comforting cloud cover
What if she just let go
What if she didn't worry about the future
What if she loved living in the now
What if her faith grew just a little more everyday
What if she listened just to hear
What if she was rooted in curiosity
What if she wasn’t so damn hard on herself
What if she wasn’t so hard on everyone else
What if she not only believed but truly embodied the truth that God’s plans were better than anything she could configure
What if there was only forgiveness
What if there was only ever unconditional love
What if she stopped questioning if she actually was loved
What if she believed in herself more than her misguided perception of what others saw in her
What if she believed that others really did see the best and not all her flaws
What if she didn't think about what others thought at all
What if she dove blind and head first into her passions
What if money really was no object
What if time really was only a construct
What if she didn't have to search for comfort but comfort came from within
What if she sang out loud anyway
What if she danced around the living room just for fun…every. single. day.
What if laughter and nose crinkles and smile lines came just as natural as blinking or breathing
What if today was a new day
What if she embraced THAT to the fullest
What if she then radiated beauty and joy and hope
What if…